Memorable Assignments in Third Quarter 2022
They say our biggest enemy is ourselves. That quote applies to me too when I was in grade 10. I experienced a lot of practice matches and tournaments when I was a table tennis athlete, but it only hit me in my last game.
It was my qualifying match in [Name of Competition] 2019. My rival was younger than me, but her back was straight and her chin was high. It was like I'm looking at my insecurities as an athlete. I manage to win the first 2 sets but she managed to catch up and I felt less confident as time passes by. When we are in our last set, I noticed that many people rooted for her. The cheers were louder when she got a point while mine, I only have my teammates and the athletes from [Name of Other School] on my back. I felt that everyone wants me to lose, so I did. When I came home after the tournament, I have time to reflect on myself; I realized that I have confidence issues and I should work on it the next time I train if I want to win.
I kept comparing myself to others but I should instead put that effort into focusing on my game because even if I have the technique and skills better than my opponent, it will not take me anywhere if I do not believe in myself. This experience made me realize my flaws and now I’m improving my confidence by participating in online competitions and proudly posting my stories and art on my website even though I do not have an audience yet. I cannot train in table tennis because of the pandemic so I will build my confidence first through the hobbies I can do at home.
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